Billions

I have the feeling that when I get old I'll be excited to die. I imagine myself telling my kids which of my stuff will go to whom and doing it kind of excitedly--as if I'm going on a long vacation. I've always wondered what it's like. The amazing thing is that so many people have done it--you know? Billions of people know what it's like after death.

I also can see myself wishing I were alive again.